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Ave, hope everyone is doing well, It will soon be time for travel and time with family. I wish everyone safe travels, and family blessings. I have been keeping to myself, healing and letting pain from past events go. Cleansing alot of the negative from my aura. From the time of my first log in on this site many years ago, until this log in, I have been on a path of personal growth and change. Each life lesson preparing me for the next chapter of my life.

Yesterday, my spirit guide said it's time to come back out from the shadows. It's time to share enlightenment, and to continue to help others. Now I have been accused of many things over the years. But, what I just read in my inbox, Wow just wow. I would never be apart of anything that would hurt the innocent. I am sworn to protect those whom can't protect themselves.

There was a decade of my life that I love and trusted you. I made many sacrifices myself for you, but you have always been clueless about that. I am not one to send out things of a negative nature. I am not saying that I couldn't, I am saying I have always chose not to.. My path is one of service and sacrifice. Those that truly take time and actually know me, can say I put others feelings and happiness above my own.

I am sorry to read that you and yours are going thru such a difficult time, I can assure you, Not by my hand. To have to walk away from you, your name to never be spoken again, truly hurt my soul. It's took some time, but I let it all go.

I honestly hold no ill will towards you.. I wish you to find peace and happiness along your path. The choices you made, you now have to honor and live with them. Those whom filled your head with all that your speaking, should help you now.


It's truly sad that you could believe that I could do such a thing, yet, you say you know me? Sadly it appears you did not.

I have no control on what others say or do. Each person makes their own choices and then must live with what comes from choices. Those whom are awakened, whom are in tune with everything around them, holds a responsibilty. Everything that takes or gives energy, there is a balance.

If you take oaths, or give your word, and partake in energy. If you don't uphold your word, and your oath, there is no balance. Karma or higher power, or your personal belief.. that is what will restore the balance.

I have chosen silence, and time with my higher power to deal with everything, and to put my part back into balance.

I have been told, it's time for me to rise. To bring forth the teachings to guide others again.

Because of oaths I have taken, and laws I uphold, I am sorry but I can no longer awknowledge you.

My life is being lived as though we never crossed paths. I do hope that your life turns around.

The biggest misunderstanding from those whom can't truly see me is this: I want nothing from another soul, I want everything for that soul..

I am here to learn, guide and to teach those of like minds. Seeker's of knowledge and family , I am not here for anything else.

Many blessings to all,

Enlightenment to come..